soulsicle

everywhere i go i am met with resistance. in life so much of hate but love is not defined. through life i find it hard to comply to everyone's needs. but wat about me? what am i here for? don't you all know what i want and NEED? WHAT ABOUT ME? my name means friend but i lose frineds all the time. i am loyal but yet people take advantage of my kindness. " a flesh wound is easily healed by ointment but there is no ointment for a heart "wound" but through love" Naruto Ep 78. am i asking for too much. all i have been doing is running. i can't see it and i need guidance. i feel so helpless... struggling to survive and trying to make a point is d

sooo looong... silence is golden some might say. but to me silence it means that i am thinking, getting ready to inspire, to be able to be prepare. alot has been going through my mind. its not easy to make the right decision... soul

Can i ever see myself in another 10 years? Or better still in another 5 years times. Walking da same street or doin da stuffs dat i love to do most. Bein wit people dat i hang out with, people dats far from sight yet i held so dear to me. But yet i have not travel far to see da world or experience what da world have in store for me. As i walk down da street of of memories i smile to myself of what i have gone thru in my life. Some good n some bad. I cant imagine dat life has been dat hectic for me. I guess i dats how God had plan for me. Since turning 23, i see myself having much responsibilities in hand. I see myself waking up